Ohmygod, I miss you so much. I couldn't believe that I just said that, but that's the truth. I know that you wouldn't bereading this fucking lame post, but I need a place to let out my feelings. Who knows, maybe you would read this. Ever since you stopped texting me, I was so happy. Cause, at that time, to me, you were just one little irritating dick who couldn't keep his mouth shut. But when there's no more of you in me, I felt so, alone. I didn't realise that you were the one who kept me company during those nights I couldn't sleep. During those nights where I woke up from my sleep, and then i text you, and you would reply. I didn't realise all of that until you didn't want anything to do with me. I miss you. That's all I have to say. Everytime, I have an urge to give you a text message. Maybe, a friendly hello or something nice. But then I thought what you would think of me. You'll think that im some crazy girl who seeks attention, or maybe something else. Whatever you have in mind. Even though you annoyed the hell out of me, asking me wether I could stay up night with you, when I didn't want to, but sometimes I did. When you asked me to listen to the scary stories they tell at night, I say that I'm scared to listen, and you'll say that you're here for me. That you'll always be there by my side. I loved it when said that. Even though there was such a long distance between us, you cared. I did my part by asking you to stop doingyour bad habits. I hoped that you've stopped it. Now that we're no longer in contact, I hope that everything's going well with you and your family, especially your dad, with your studies, with everything. Now, I want you back, but I'm just wasting your time. So, I'll let you have your life by not disturbing it. That's all I have to say to you. Bye.